I feel very fragil.
I feel very lost
I feel very stupid
I feel I can't
I feel like shit
I feel like if i shoot my head the bullet start breaking
I feel I have no color
I feel my heart stopped
I feel very inconstant
I feel I CAN DESIGN!

Hello today i'm very very happy, i went to the models agency and I did a BOOK, they loved my calmness, and the look.
The thing is, they told me they want to put me to "exclusive" to do all the things models do.
HAPPY!!!!

Someone very special, told me that i'm indiferent. She was everything in a time, she was the most precious thing in my life, I won't lie, that's the true.

Everything for some reason dies,
Everything happens for a reason,
So, there's no reason to start fighting with her.

I believe that one day, one day things comes to where it belongs,
I want to see her tears, becoming an ocean.

sometimes hate, this emotion may give some revolutions, I'm waiting to see the "THE END"

Hello you all

It's been a long time to write some journal

I'm in a new school new friends and all that stuff. it has been wonderfull.

But yesterday i had some kind of attack, i started to bleed from my nose for one hour, and then I faint, and started to having attacks like epileptic attacks, the thing is, I don't have epilepsya.

Now I'm at home, tomorrow i'll start the school again.

I wanna be a designer
I wanna be a model
I wanna be a singer
I wanna be on a band
I wanna be a writer
I wanna be the one
I wanna be an angel
I wanna be a saint
I wanna change the world
I wanna be hot
I wanna be cute
I wanna be inteligent
I wanna be the future
I wanna be a doctor
I wanna be a dreamer
I wanna be a child
I wanna be everything, I wanna be nothing at the same time!